- Waxing Gibbeous Moon
Time of Day
- December 26, 2020 10:10am
- None: Void Moon
As the full moon approaches we are currently in a void moon phase. The moon has left the influence of Taurus and has not yet entered Gemini. This means that we have the purity of the moon’s influence from 6:32am to 6:32pm today. The emotional energy of a void moon is amplified by the absence of any ruling planets.
As conscious creators we need to be aware of our thoughts at this time. Our thoughts may feel like they are being directed by our emotions but in fact the opposite is true. We can choose how we direct our emotions by directing our thoughts.
With the full moon approaching we may be feeling a sense of anticipation and curiosity wondering what we will manifest as our new moon intentions come to mind. If we have been successful in our manifesting in the past we will be anticipating the next full moon with the excitement of a child on Christmas Eve. If in the past we have felt off balance, angry and negative during a full moon we may be anticipating more of the same.
Dreading the full moon we may be feeling anxious and fearful. We can however turn fear into excitement by focusing on what we desire coming into fruition with the full moon. Use the void moon today to focus on your unlimited potential. When doubt seeps in redirect it toward doubting that anything less than full fruition of your dreams is even possible. When anxiety and fear creeps in as yourself what am I going to do with all that…money, love, power? If you are feeling some anger and frustration with failed manifestations remember that failure is a perception. Reevaluate what you actually attracted on the previous full moon and you will notice that it was not a failure but the reality of what you were focusing on reflected by where you placed yourself.
We are always in a position to receive. Place yourself in the position of receiving your greatest desires with passion and purpose.
Every time we are angry or judgmental we are really saying there must be something in this that’s worth saving . When we focus on what is wrong we are sure to see it. Make a practice of allowing yourself to notice what you are judging in the situation. Dive into that anger. What is it that you are seeing that needs to change? Allow the energy to build without judging it. Just like revving up an engine. This is powerful. We can do a lot of damage to ourselves and to others when we focus that anger into the place where it came from.
Take a moment to get your bearings. The engine is roaring but you wouldn’t want to drive that race car just anywhere after all it’s a precision vehicle and you don’t want to damage it. Your body is much more than a race car. Step out of your anger and look up at the situation. It hasn’t changed but you have. Now
you can sit and allow that anger to melt away but that wouldn’t serve you. That’s not who you are.
Look beyond the situation what can you see that caused your anger to build? The truth is you saw the right answer and you have the solution. You know it ! You are holding on to the resolution to that situation and you have the way to fix it. Now take the anger and allow it to move you. The situation was only the
spark. You have drained it already of all the fuel and you are ready to go forward and change what sparked it. Add some understanding to your engine. You can see how that person place or thing got thing got to be the way it is. You can relate to them because you already got out of the same mess. Use
that understanding to recognize that the situation will change. Yours did. Now shift gears.
It’s not really that situation that you are angry at. It’s the fact that it keeps happening! It happened to you now it’s happening to someone else. That’s your direction. The situation can’t change until we change the catalyst. This is wisdom. Take the anger and the judgement and redirect it into passion and advocate for change. Not in the moment but in the moment before the moment. Time itself is the illusion and we can go back and change a situation before it happens. We can go back and keep our children’s children from
living in the situation that brought
I was sitting in the main building, reading a book, when the boys who were renting the Cedar Building walked in. The Tree of Life is a Sustainable Development Spiritual Retreat Center and the main building is the central focus of the space. It is where we eat and where we cook and where the president and one half of the genius behind this space lives. Built on the concept of sustainable building and designed around sacred geometry of the Kabbalah, the main building is an attraction to those who spend time at Tree of Life. it contains a certain energy that awakens and inspires everyone who enters it. These young men were no exception as they began to speak while they waited for Kip to take them on a tour. Kip spent the stormy winter of "snowmaggedon" at the Tree of Life and has been there almost a year. He has taken up residence in a tent at the outskirts in what he calls no man’s land.
As he began the tour in his modest way, he told them: “I’ll do my best, you really want Ian to show you this as he created it.” After Kip showed them around, I added my insight from my own studies of the Kabbalah. My studies focus more the relationship of the angels and the lessons related to each sefirot and to the paths between them, than on the geometry itself. I believe they add important insight to the understanding of the design and the power contained within it. I was, at the time, on a pathworking journey between two of the sefirot. I am always grateful when the synchronicities of the path occur to give me an opportunity to share what is being brought forth to me through the journey. As with any of these situations, there is always more to be gained in the sharing. I recognized that right away when the younger looking of the two musicians asked me if I was familiar with the theory of spiral dynamics. Eager to add inspiration to my own contemplation and my spiritual understanding of this universe I was happy to say that I was not.
They young men reflected my own thinking and loneliness that I often feel on this journey as they began to explain the theory and to share their insights. They told identified themselves as artists, musicians who had found themselves on this spiritual quest after surviving trauma. One lamented that, while they had each other, it was quite challenging to find others who related to the conversations they wanted to have.
I learned about spiral dynamics and the theory that uses colours to reflect the growth within the collective and I learned that there are more who are awakening through trauma than I am aware of. Upon finding that these young artists were travelling home the next day I offered them a lift. These chance encounters can give us much to work with in our spiritual journeys when we embrace who we are without fear and open to them. In the past I would have judged myself for not being able to include Kip in the conversation as he went outside to take care of some of the business of running the Tree of Life. I would have tried to dumb down my insights judging the boys as not ready to receive them and I would have missed a valuable opportunity to learn. I can take this. I was blessed to gain a great deal more insight as I listened to them talk and as I spoke with them. The young man who opened the conversation with, “I don’t talk much these days had the most to say.” I recognize myself in him and I realize it is those who say the least that have the most value to contribute when we really choose to listen. I also saw him as the response from the universe to my our collective desire to have these conversations. Many times, I have lamented to my guides I need someone with whom I can share this path. These artists and musicians who are created and who are creating from the trauma that they have suffered should not be ignored. No longer can we cry, “the follies of youth”. They are far wiser souls than many of those who chose to ignore the cry of their own souls and are now awakening in their mid life crisis.
The taller of the two men called it the black vial, which immediately created a vision of a black stain swirling through clear liquid in my mind’s eye. It also reminded me of my own quest as he continued to describe the music and the musicians who had “The Black Vial”. “Kurt Kobain”, I interjected noting the catch that still hits my throat as I remember his young widow screaming into the crowds of mourners. “I told him I am going to use that one.” I told him thinking of my own work to end the loss and suffering of artists to suicide. Artists do not concern themselves with someone stealing their vision the same way that those who are in big business do. They recognize that the creation comes from within and that the vision is empowered when it is shared. Suffering shared is what can end the tragedy that brought forth by the needless deaths of so many young artists.
This brings me to what I do. I empower others to embrace the superpowers that come from these traumatic awakenings. I gained new insight into the dangers of the drug culture of today’s youth as their parents embrace the legalized drugs the youth are left to explore something different. For some that will mean more dangerous drugs and activities but for many it is the opposite. The pendulum swings and they are challenging their parents to wake up. These young men inspired me to challenge my own decisions to continue to eat fish as a source of protein. I had already given up meat and as they described the conditions of the chickens being raised to provide us with food, I reaffirmed my gratitude for this choice. After I dropped them off, I took a wrong turn, that is for someone who was headed to her stuffy house in the city. The turn was directed by my soul and I recognized the value of having the opportunity to allow my soul to lead me through my life right away. I embraced the “wrong” turn that day and wound up at Topsail Beach. The water was frigid, and I had most of the ocean playground to myself. One little girl scowled at me as she attempted to follow me into the water and realized just how cold it was. Her grandmother laughed and said, “I told you it was cold.” I smiled an amused apology in her direction and spoke to the grandmother as I said, “I made it look easy.”
As I write I acknowledge this as the theme of my awakening journey. I hid much of the trauma and the pain that I suffered through as I stumbled along in the dark wishing for like-minded people to share this conversation with. Much grew from my suffering, but the strength that grew from sharing it is beyond compare. Today I have compassion for those who come behind me as I recognize: “I made it look easy.” I also gain admiration for those who went before me, making it look possible. If I could carry one message to my own peers, the parents of the traumatized children of the traumatized children, for that is who we are. I would tell them to wake up and listen to their children. If we do not do so now, we are in danger of encouraging them to go back into the addiction and trauma of the unconscious just as we did.
Are you feeling the shift? Friday June 5, 2020 brings the beginning of the eclipse energies for the season along with the full moon. With the COVID-19 virus attached to the lungs of humanity its a good time for us to reflect on what Mother Earth is trying to tell us.
I’ve noticed a clearing taking place from her lungs too. The beautiful crystal crust is being revealed as we walk the trails and the parks. We are beginning to notice the changes in the rock formation on this beautiful island of Newfoundland. The recognition that she is a crystal calls us to reflect and to seek the beauty within the hardened core that was created through the toxicity of our past actions. Time to cough it up so to speak. Get out amongst the plant people and make a new agreement.
Are you ready to release the self sabotaging behaviours that have stolen your ability to breathe freely? The earth is doing the same. Hidden gems are found beneath the full moon. What hidden gems can you find digging into your past agreement with your breath? It is the heart chakra of humanity which is being cleared by COVID-19. What more can we do to open our hearts and embrace the beauty beneath the mask? It’s time to ensure that your smile is reaching your eyes my beautiful friends. Return your focus to the beauty within you and let go of those toxic habits that are holding you in fear and shame.
Let go of the need to burn away your own lungs with the grief and pain of humanities shame so Mother Earth can reveal her plan to you. She has the solution. It is in the air that we breathe and we are the co-creators of that air. Let go of the need to focus on duality. It’s neither good nor bad, neither light nor dark. What has been reported to you by the mind of man has been a lie. The truth is in the heart of the earth. The heart of humanity is feeling this truth and releasing the lie. Let it go. Honour yourselves as the true co-creative spirits that you are. Separation is a lie. The only reality lives within the Center of that lie. We are both light and dark, truth and lie, good and evil.
Only when we embrace the fully powerful co-creators that we are can we be fully alive. Breathe my beautiful ones. Breathe the air that you have created for it is time to allow yourselves to embrace the peace that surpasses all understanding. That peace lies in the unity of love. Love is the force of all creation and in its truth there is no separation.
Reflect on where you were during the strawberry full moon in 2019. That was an eclipse energy as well. What was your focus? Where were you living? What had you manifested into your life at that time? Is it still serving you? What can you release to bring more if it? Has it served its purpose? Is it time to release it? Thank it and let it go. Return to love.
Many times we have heard the statement. "You need to cut the cords". That's easy enough to say but what happens when you don't even know what the cords are? How do we decide what cords to cut and how do we know what's happening when we are cutting cords? How do we even know the cords have been cut or which cords to cut? Aren't their good cords? There is such a level of trust in the use of guided meditations especially since we are using online meditations so often these days that one wonders if people know what is being cut away.
To answer these question we first need to look at what cords are and where they come from. Energetic cords are invisible channels that connect us to a person, place or situation that is creating energy in our lives. Continue reading "What is Cord Cutting?"
We hold our emotions in our bodies. For years I stuffed my emotions into food, drugs, or just ignored them altogether as I read, watched TV, surf the net or just slept. As long as I didn't have to deal with what I was truly feeling I could get through the moment. Until I couldn't. Then I would either explode in rage attacking anyone in sight for no reason or I would attack myself. More than once those attacks became attempted murder as I tried to kill myself. The worst part was I wasn't even aware I was doing it. I didn't know why I was so angry. I didn't even know I was angry.
One day my soul started to fight back. I started to hear voices. Continue reading "Journey out of Darkness"
I lay in bed last night with such a terrible migraine that I was actually frightened. I had spoken to the nurses helpline and they had set up an appointment with me to speak with a nurse practitioner via phone. Like many others I am in self-isolation and awaiting the results of a test. I didn't feel so unwell as to go to the hospital as was the recommendation for my symptoms.
I've had these migraines before and I've survived. This one had woke me up the night before and had continued most of the day. The call from the nurse practitioner had not come as scheduled and I was aware that the stress was causing more harm so off to bed I went. I lay there focused on all of the people in my life. My form of prayer these days is no longer to ask God for what I want changed. Instead I spent the time telling Him how grateful I was for all the things that I had in my life. Continue reading "Healing Power of Gratitude"
Angels are Divine Beings that wait for our permission to help us. Have you ever felt lost? Alone? Like there is no one there. We all have that moment when we break down and cry because it feels like there is no hope left. Nothing I can do about this and there is no where to turn. Most of us are feeling that now as the world is in crisis. There has never been a better time to learn to connect with the Healing Angel that is living inside you. That Angel has been waiting for you to call her in to help you.
It's a very simple process. It begins with listening. Stop for just one moment. Stop reading. Stop and take a breath and just listen. Did you hear a sound? Feel a smile or a frown, maybe a little frustration came up? That's the voice of your inner angel. People often think of Angels as perfect beings of light have only feelings of love. That's not exactly true. Continue reading "Healing With Your Inner Angel"